silence but scream

Always need a brave if we want to start something...
I know it, but. Ok, I'm a coward. I don't know how to start something which really embarassed like this. If everyone can think that fall in love as a humanity not a sin, maybe it'll never happen.

Arrrggghhh! what actually I should scare about?!. Sometimes I thought 'just start it or leave it', but in other times I thought it'll break everything.

I really scare to start it in many reasons, first you are not my friend, second, you're older than me, and I think you'll underestimate me like other older people did, third I had not know you before.
Oh boy, if you just can see my self in your own eyes, not other's think 'bout me, it'll possible for me to get a chance?. I'm not sure....

I just wanna know who you're and how your personal, not more

Maybe I should satisfy with just saw you like this
Maybe I should not showed you who trully I'm many times ago, cause it just broke all thing's I had before and that's never give me a happiness yet
Or maybe I should not fell in love with you in first day we met
yeah, that's the best. I'll start it over and forgett 'bout you as hard as I can...